Tuesday, June 2, 2015

Out of the Darkness into the Night: Finding One More Piece to the Puzzle of My Life

Destination ~ Teaching a Indian Head Massage workshop at Beach Ready Spa in Santa Rosa Beach, Florida on my Midlife Adventure.



         My inspiring heartwarming class
   


Just as the sun peeked over the Gulf waters in Santa Rosa Beach, I arrived just after dawn before the humidity set in on a beautiful spring morning.



It was breathtaking listening to the sounds of the waves crashing as it became visible over the long deck before I stepped onto the beach. It created an abundant feeling deep inside my gratitude.



I nodded my head when I passed fellow admirers having a sense of knowing how lucky we are to witness God’s creation.

I have a tendency to walk with my head down, admiring the white sand and secretly hoping to find a treasure from the waters; a shell, a piece of driftwood, some beauty in the sand.



 
As much as I love walking on the Gulf shores, it becomes a challenging workout when I’m walking on the abundant, deep white sand.



Realizing my short walk turned into an adventure, my disorientation unexpectedly checked itself in and I found myself looking for my way home.

My GPS on my phone lost its bearings, as well, instructing me to go around in circles so I found my way onto the nearby highway, a great place to start.

Walking along the highway, I realize the phone wasn’t picking up enough satellite to guide me to my destination. We both were lost.



What were my options? I missed the chance to ask a passing city truck on the beach and a gas station I ignored twice.  Was I humble enough to still think I could go alone and not ask for help? My greatest blessings have come from God. Have I asked Him for even simple help in everyday situations? Lesson learned. Surrender.

Admit I need help will be the first step. I decided I’ll ask the first person that walked past me if I’m on the right course. I was relieved when she assuredly said, “Yes, you’re going in the right direction, it’s just ahead”.

Now that I’m trusting that I’m on the right road, I immediately look down and see this perfectly, blue plastic child’s puzzle piece all alone lying in front of me waiting to be picked up.




Ah, another piece of the puzzle! My intention on My Midlife Adventure was to find the magic in every experience and getting out of my comfort zone.

The road was taking me further when I looked down to see a collection of broken shells in a little patch of grass. I remembered when I was walking on the beach, I didn’t see many shells. This path has been walked on by many people. Did anyone else down this path see this unexpected treasure?

I picked up a few shells to remember this moment in time and soon realize that they don’t belong in the grass and surely not in my suitcase going home. Seeing how this is all playing out nicely for my benefit, I realize that they belonged in their natural habitat, where they started out, in the water on the beach where they were meant to live, where God intended. 




Now I can see how these turn of events was as an opportunity to see a bigger picture.

As I look back when I set out this morning, my intent was to walk the beach. A simple pleasure.





I’ve discovered how walking gives me an opportunity to have conversations with God in nature, just Him and me clearing away all the daily dilemmas in my everyday life.

When I lost my way, things started to turn around when I accepted the fact that I was off track, needing help, then praying for guidance from up above. Surrender.

This resulted in an empowering feeling of deep affection that I was being taken care of from a loving source.

On my life journey, I realize the further away from having God in my life, the more chaotic my life becomes. It’s that simple.

God works through people. Asking for help from others, my life has less confusion and more serenity. Another reminder that I was getting lost, not finding my way in my adventures because controlling the outcome was not the ideal way of living my life with purpose.

Another piece of the puzzle solved.

I now see my enthusiasm is feeling refurbished and how my life is feeling renewed once again. I see how wonderful life can be when you surrender and trust the process.

Tomorrow I will return all the shells that I can gather and bring them to the beach where they belong.

Living with gratitude when I can take a breath and pause, seeing how God and others are working in my life.

It gives me energy to once again feel my purpose and to witness the joy everywhere around me.




My lasting impression was loading my car to leave and looking up to see the enchanting dark blue skies with twinkling stars saying goodbye. Having more awareness of understanding the depths of how brilliant love is when I come into the light. 

Interested in learning more about Indian Head Massage and attending Workshops?

I would love to hear about your midlife adventures. Please contact me at http://www.annkmassagetraining.com/


Saturday, May 9, 2015

Plattsburg, Missouri

Trip One 2015 ~ My Midlife Adventure

I haven’t been everywhere but it’s on my list. ~ Susan Sontag


Destination ~ Spring into Healing Retreat

Their website describes them well, “…offering all the charm and warmth of a true Midwestern small town”. I discovered this city to be a country haven.

Where is Plattsburg, Missouri?

Plattsburg is a city and county seat of Clinton County, Missouri, which is located along the Little Platte River. As of 2010, the city population is 2,319. My road trip took me 4 hours and 263 miles west from my home in Crestwood, Missouri.

Wandering down the rolling hills on the back roads is one of my favorite things to experience as I trek down Route 13, a lone two lane state highway. I found it comforting to stop on the side of the road to hear the cow’s mooing and the distant train whistling in the background. As I slowed down to a stop to take a picture, I was astonished by the cow’s loudly screaming their discontent with me. Were they alerting their owner of a trespasser?


Driving down the highway ignited a hypnotic trance as I roam the back roads, and then quickly noticed a sign I just passed up. As curious as I am, I made a turnaround dash to see what I missed.



Die Brot Pann Bakery on Highway 13 in Richmond, Missouri was a welcoming sight for my sweet tooth. They stock their homemade bakery including bread, cookies and pie in this cute little house alongside a back country road. Their friendly hospitality was enduring. Their chocolate chip cookies were delectable.




Homemade apple pie, seven grain bread, monster and chocolate chip cookies. I ate the scrumptious chocolate cookies and saved the monster cookies for my husband. Surprised myself that I left the pie for later...


Back on the road on my weekend getaway to Plattsburg.


When the road leads you into Plattsburg, it feels like you stepped back in time. I was taken aback by the beautiful houses that nestled in the tree lined streets. It was welcoming!  





I’ve arrived!


Our accommodations for a perfectly restful place for our retreat.



My first welcoming sign of an enlightened stay.


Preparing for my retreat with a journal, a gem and an open heart.


Sarah took good care of us with her delicious vegetarian meals.





A wonderful time by all. Thank you Marilyn.






Clinton County Museum in Plattsburg.                                                                                I was really impressed how this museum gave us a glimpse of yesteryear with such wonderful artifacts and history. 

           








Sharing amazing trails with my dear friend Marilyn

 

 







I met such a nice friend at one of my workshops and she graciously invited me over for a flavorable lunch and a fun visit. Thanks, Phyllis

I left Plattsburg with wonderful memories of an adventure I will never forget and soon will visit again.

My heartfelt gratitude to Marilyn for the heartwarming retreat and for being such a gracious host and dear friend.
 

Monday, May 4, 2015

Finding The Magic On A Trip



The aging process has given me a chance to look at things a little differently. Gathering my things for this trip, I found myself in deep thought what would be the common goal that would bring me awareness on each trip.

It’s all about getting out of my comfort zone. I decided each adventure I would look for something to experience outside my normal regimen. Yesterday it was more about finding what fits me at this age and now I realize I am getting too comfortable in my new founded contentment.

Today I will be checking it off my list by taking this trip without any expectations. Getting off my behind, away from my favorite television and getting in the car going to this retreat. More to be revealed.



While on the road, I question myself, “Did I pack my meditation CD’s?” "Nope, it’s part of my adventure to leave things behind.  I could do without." I noticed preparing for this trip that I spend less time concerned with clothes that make me feel pretty and more about comfort.

Being willing and open is the first step that I can take moving towards learning more about myself, getting outside my comfort zone.

First stop Plattsburg for a retreat.


Saturday, May 2, 2015

Taking It On The Road...

Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.” ~ George Bernard Shaw



The day I was born, my destiny has been mapped out from the beginning in a direction I’ve found to be true in my later years. The little voice was always unfolding my true self but it’s taking many years to really listen. There have been many avenues in my life of opportunities to grow and create myself, turning my life into an inspiring and exhilarating adventure.

I have memories of tagging along in the back seat listening to my Mom and Aunt tittle-tattle about the family while road tripping to visit a friend many states away. I discovered at a young age the wonderment of nature as I stood in the middle of the trees with my Dad searching for the perfect delectable mushroom. Traveling and nature are part of my DNA.

When arriving on my calendar today, I notice each month of 2015 filled with exploring new opportunities in a variety of states across the county.  I am excited about taking these favorable moments, wandering through these down the road.
My inspiration is to openly and willingly explore where this adventure takes me, discovering nature and reaching out to listen to people (and myself) along the way.

  • Traveling across my home state of Missouri to Kansas City to take part in a healing retreat while sharing a hiking trail with a dear friend. (April)
  • In Lincoln, Illinois, I will be at the Christian Women’s Conference at Lincoln Christian University sharing the experience with a delightful and spiritual friend. (April)
  • My bosom friend and I are trekking down to Florida visiting our close friend where I’ll be teaching an Indian Head Massage Workshop to a group of massage therapists at Beach Ready, a spa and wellness center in Seaside. (May)
  • My daughter and I are going on a camping adventure to beautiful Michigan accompanying her to a friend’s wedding. (June)
  • A gathering on July 4th weekend will be celebrated with a much anticipated family reunion at Starved Rock State Park area in Illinois.
  • I am very fortunate to have the opportunity to teach an Indian Head Massage Workshop at Crystal Mountain Massage Therapy School in Albuquerque, New Mexico. During my road trip, I will be checking off my bucket list with a stop to see Bishop Jakes at The Potter House in Dallas, Texas to envelope some inspiration. (August)
Follow me on My Midlife Adventure on a journey discovering a deeper sense of me, sharing my story and what I find on this adventure and more…



Tuesday, April 7, 2015

A New Day Beginning



People wake at different times for different reasons. 

My day starts before the dawn breaks. This is when my soul energizes and lifts my spirit. 

Standing on my deck in wonderment, listening to the Dawn Chorus, as the quiet humming of the traffic in the background rises. 

With the morning mist left behind from an overnight rain, I stand in awe of God’s Glory as the full moon looms as it peeks his brightness over the land. 

When the sun is starting to rise, the bird’s songs are fainting, the sky’s awakening, and a new day arrives. 

It awakens my soul. 

My day begins.