Friday, March 27, 2015

How Robustness Came One Day



Why do you plug along doing your work even when it doesn’t feel like you’re moving towards your goal?

There was a nudge of an inspiration that was driving me in a direction and I couldn’t explain my motivation.

Sometimes it felt like it wasn’t ever going to make sense. My drive was wavering a little and I questioned my vision.

I kept going even when it didn’t feel like my next step was of value.

Then why keep plugging away?

Because one day when you least expect it, it materializes then it all makes sense.

Keeping the faith, my reluctant patience paid off and greatness presented itself. 

Shedding some light on some darkness. I persevered and clarity arrived.

I found life in my work that I haven’t seen before.

It felt right. I can breathe a little easier in this moment of time. Maybe it doesn't make sense to anyone else but it felt right in my heart.

A rush of robustness emerged.

Trust the process. You’ll get there.



Thursday, March 12, 2015

A Reminiscent Fish Fry

As we walked in, it felt like we stepped back in time.

The church nestled in a quiet neighborhood of St. Louis was found by a towering steeple under a full moon. As we followed the people in, we anticipated some delicious fish by the amount of people were crowding in the entrance of a bowling alley door located on the side of the church building.


My husband and I felt an old school church atmosphere walking down the hallway to the gymnasium. We were met at the door by a kind gentleman wearing a Vietnam Veteran hat, inviting us to join his game of chance. He handed us a small menu and pointed the way to two different food lines. One line for takeout and other to dine in.

We looked around to see the tables were filled with hungry people but we were destined to be there even if we got into the wrong line.

Settling in to our spot, we were ready to polish off our fish treat. As we looked around, we couldn’t help but notice the history around us. The old signs of yesteryear sports’ banners hanging on the weathered walls and the pull-out bleachers resting within the wall enclosures held a sacred honored space.


The people were hometown friendly. I struck up a conversation with a lady at our table about my error in choosing wrong dine-in/take-out line selection. Gerry was a parishioner who takes prides in her church and shared some insights of her gratitude. She introduced Sharon, who was volunteering at the event, a former principal, who explained the story of closing down the church school. Gerry shed some light on how Sharon affectionately called each of her students by name. The stories were heartwarming.


Sharon brought Monica to our table. Monica brought over some delectable gooey butter cookies she baked. She went on to explain that she manages the bowling center next door, as well. We chatted how the church helped each other over the years and continue its close family fellowship today.  I listened intensely, infatuated by the camaraderie I discovered in this loving community.


Joe and I were taken back how comfortable this down home experience was for both of us and we reminisced about our adventures when our own young family attended church and school and the loving relationships we created back in those days. We agreed that there must be a deeper reason that all of this is happening. It sure felt surreal.

My husband pondered,”how none of this was supposed to happen.” He doesn’t necessary enjoy going to fish frys and working long hours all week, he would rather be comfortable in front of the television. He continues, “It was comfortable, the building, the food, the people and then strangers making you feel comfortable, doesn’t happen like that. And none of it was supposed to happen, the whole experience, by accident.”

I asked him, “Then why did it happen?” He replies, “Makes you think of a slight possibility of getting involved with the church again.”

We’re going back next week.

And this all happened at Epiphany Church. 


Wednesday, March 4, 2015

A Serendipitous Direction

It came as a sudden whisper.

Working in a retail store, I was waiting for the next opportunity of stepping into the direction of my life purpose.

It was during my workday that a fellow coworker massaged my shoulders unexpectedly.

It followed with a clear voice, “You got the hands for this”. Startled, I turned around to see that no one else heard it.

With limited funds and knowledge, the uncertainty of it all made it serendipitous.

Understanding that providence was guiding me, it became apparent to me what my destiny was becoming.

Today I am a passionate massage therapist. 

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Indian Head Massage

As a massage therapist, one of my passions is giving an Indian Head Massage. Its’ deeply relaxing and spiritual approach for tired, achy muscles has many benefits.

Allen was eager to experience it with an open mind as he relaxed into the chair with great anticipation.

He was started how spiritual his session was when he explained his vivid awareness placing him in his grandmother’s kitchen surrounded by the scent of homemade cookies.  

The ultimate goal is creating an avenue of balancing the mind, body and spirit. Everyone has a different experience honoring where they are in their life’s journey. 

Day 6 of a 7 day challenge of writing 100-word blogs.



Monday, March 2, 2015

Flowers For My Mom


It was the last time I saw my Mom. Her place of residence in the facility was adorned with her memories. When she was asleep, I journeyed out to find some token of my love. Banging on the florist’s door was fruitless, the lights were out. Reluctantly a woman opened the door, offering me hope. Compassionately, she arranged a beautiful mix of blossoms. She was a heavenly servant. Awakened from her slumber, my mom’s gentle eyes were fixed on my homage. She replied, “It doesn’t get any better than this”. A lifetime of farewells. Thank you Mom.

Day 5 of 7 day of my 100-word blog challenge.

Sunday, March 1, 2015

An Old Relic


Day 4 of my 7 day 100-word blog challenge... 

My husband Joe was an avid muscle car owner in our dating years. He was ecstatic recently to see a 1968 Nova, a favorite relic of yesteryear. Wondering how the age  factor would work today, I asked him “Would it be possible if an age of your grandson could own that car today?” Joe enthusiastically said, “If he let me drive it”